The Rose has returned!!!๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน

All of my life on my metaphorical hands and knees, imploring, pleading, outraged. H๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ? ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ? ๐˜–๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต?? ๐˜ˆ๐˜“๐˜–๐˜•๐˜Œ?! ๐˜–๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต! ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ, ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ต, ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ? ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด? ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ด ๐˜ข ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ?!! ๐˜”๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ!! โฃ

Outraged my entire life. Irate. Foot stamping frustration, lifelong temper tantrum. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ ๐˜‹๐˜–๐˜๐˜•๐˜Ž ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ-๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต?! โฃ

In an effort to find out, I enjoyed flamboyant, free falls at boarding school into LSD + shrooms, Pink Floyd, field hockey and teenage boys in blue blazers slamming beers in the woods.โฃ Some answers there but not the big kahuna.โฃ

Then, old dead white men and their profundities as a philosophy major in college. When those decomposing patriarchs proved less than overwhelming, I turned to the tall, technicolor tales of the Mahabharata at Jivamukti, exhaling calmly out of one nostril and inhaling in the other, waving nag champa around sporting a bindi on my 3rd ๐Ÿ‘ wondering when Krsna was showing up to carry me home to the Om.

When the blue boys of Yore (Krsna) didnโ€™t have the answers needed, slogged it out for 7 long years in the profound pedantry that is modern Tibetan Buddhism under the auspices of His Holiness the Dalai Lama.โฃ

I read, studied, memorized, digested, synthesized, and applied all the ancient, arcane, tantric methods and means to myself and my world, sitting motionless at the stinky feet of countless stinky gurus, filling out my 6x book, reminding myself that โ€˜my shitty boyfriend came from me and was empty of any qualities save the ones my karma forced me to seeโ€™. ๐Ÿ™„โฃ

Now, finally, at long last, to my deep and abiding joy, my prayers have been answered. โฃ

The ๐ŸŒน Rose. โฃResurrected. Returned. For us.โฃ

Sophia Consciousness, the Sacred Feminine, the other half of the divine deal, the divine living fold of the living Mother Goddess, the ultimate love codes, are here. The Church cut the roses off the thorn crown, all three Abrahamic religions did the same thing, and made me, us, women, the goddess herself disappear. Good luck with that, with deep love. Who the FUCK is Abraham, yโ€™all. Not a friend to women, that’s clear.โฃ

My own healing with Her began six months ago and is now smoking ahead full steam. Applause, please. It has been a long road. Painful, insane, and excruciatingly lonely.โฃ

โฃIโ€™m a Pisces. So this Pisces harvest moon I will be celebrating the removal of my intergalactic shackles as my heart opens more and more every day in the most embarrassingly Hallmark way. Thank you, Maia, thank you, God, thank you Source, thank you, Tara, thank you Tierra and most of all, thank you to the Rose.โฃ

Iโ€™ve given the rose to several of you one on one over the phone. If there is anyone else, please DM me. Itโ€™s the most important powerful most effective initiation if you can call it that Iโ€™ve ever received. Immediate, visceral, and life-changing. Iโ€™m so happy and relieved, I canโ€™t even tell you. Have a great day everyone, as this full moon brings a massive influx of feminine energy to our planet. Unconventional, uncommon and visionary.

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